nice to read the various experiences of deva written by many people, so i thought to share one of the incidents that occured some 3 months back,, although i have many incidents which showed deva's presence but this one which iam sharing is a turning point in my life...
few days back i had an argument with one of my Juniors at hostel that deva is not there if he is really there y is he not responding me.. the arguement ended with my Jr saying me still to follow the principles of baba..
days went on i forgot the entire incident, one fine morng around 4;30 a.m, after taking bath( i have the habit of getting early) i was leaning on my cot i dont know wen i got a nap, it was like a trans like situation which went for few minutes not a deep sleep ofcourse,
i got a dream, in tat dream i received a phone call, i was crying
speaking with the other person in my mother tongue (telugu).
the voice still i can remember is soft very soft in need, slow, calm, spoken in telugu " nenu lenu ani anukuntunavu kada nenu vunanu, "( u r thinking that iam not there but iam there ) followed by a loud laughter,, before the loud laugh he asked me to take two words,and asked me to recite everytime and said " naku antha telusu antha taggipothundi" ( i know everything, and everything will be alright/ reduced) it was not audible so i asked him to repeat those words but he was just laughing,, immediately i woke up
i felt some sort of pleasantness which cannot be explained,
i searched every site to know the real meaning of those words, but i got the meaning of only one word which meant loud prayer..the other one i didnot get so someone told me to read "GURUCHARITRA" but still iam reciting those two words everytime..
As i was in hostel i could not get one, but once i saw that book
with my neighbour started to read that, unfortunately how many times i started i could not complete it so i left reading it as i thought i didnot attain the right to read the book..
many days went on,, recently i got the book frm my mom's frnd as gift,, before that i started to read the chapters frm net online version as i completed 2 chapters i came to know that my mom's frnd has gifted her the same book..
so one fine day i was lying on sofa in my granny's house( it was afternoon time), as i was tired,feeling drowsy i slept.. again i got a dream, in which i can see the sketch of an old person,, coming near to me and he applied "vibhudi" on my forehead, i was tensed & tried to move away frm him but still he was asking me not to worry in telugu..
i woke up and enquired abt that incident with my grandfather whether he applied any vibhudi on my forehead as we 2 were only there in the house during that time, he told me that as soon i slept he too slept in the hall..
although the vibudhi was not visible, but i can feel that someone applied it on my forehead..
the thing to mention here is while/ before sleeping also i was not thinking abt baba,, just i thought to complete the book " GURUCHARITRA" without interupption this time...
so i feel Deva gave me his blessings/ permission to start the work..
finally i completed the work in three days...
right now iam in great trouble but still i only believe him,
with blind faith left my problem to him, nothing more i can do..
sharing my problem with him evrytime/ eversec ofcourse..
like a child to mother,,
i feel he will never leave me in the middle.. he is always/ he will be always with me..
only thing I FEEL i need is SHRADDA ,SABURI...
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