All Sai Devotees,
Please help me by praying for me to Saibaba. Please pray to get a right teh right person to marry me.....i dont have a time now.....please see my below story...
Till 3 months back every Thursday for me and my family's life was like the most precious day in life as we all trusted Saibaba and all doing puja and fasting everything on thursday. Thursday was dedicated to Saibaba only. But something worst happened in our life which took over our trusting very very far. Now for me its OK but for my mom Thursday has become the hell day.... I lost my dad 3months back. My dad died on Thursday. that time it was 5.15AM mornign in US. When i got a call from my brother's no, i got scared like anything that how come he is calling me at this time because my family never use to call me before 7am EST.
I didnt pick his call and looked at Saibaba's photo. Then i told myself that why am in worring to pick this call, and i told to Saibaba that Baba i am so stupid that i am having fear to answer this call....if you are there Baba & that too today is Thursday and must be Thursday afternoon in India, aarati time in my home, nothing could dare to trouble my family.
After talking to Saibaba i mself called my brother and he Said "Priti, our father got expired"..........
First i thought he would have taken some other name and i asked him again...he again said "Priti, our father got expired"
i asked him what!!!!!!! he said, he went for a bath and just after 2min, he took a deep breath and sat down. By hearing this voice mom went into the bathroom and he saw dad sitting down by taking support of the waal at his back.....he was dead till that time....Since morning he was working happily with my mom in the kitchen and asked mom be ready for the dinner, i'll come soon from the bath.....
My brother told me to come back to India....i said i am coming....i dodnt utter a songle painful word from my mouth and talk to my brother very normally. Aftre the call....i was looking at teh same photo of Saibaba with which i was talking with blind trust.....no more words to say to Saibaba......
It was the feeling like, someone stolen everything from me, and now i have no hopes to live further life......
The feeling of "Vishwasghat" was this only.....
Jisake sahare jee rahe the......usine mera sahara chin liya....
Jo Thursday mere ghar me diwali hoti thi...use banjar bana diya......
Guys please tell me....isase badi bhi koi pariksha hoti hogi iss zindagi me.....jo Saibaba ne meri family ke Vishwas ki lee hai......
Saibaba...plz try and understand that we are not GOD, we are just ordinary human beings baba....we also has feelings and a kind & innocent heart which was beating on your faith baba......pariksha lene ka ye konsa tarika hai ye shayad aapko hi pata hoga q ki aap GOD ho....but q bhul jate ho ke jiss niswarth bhakt ki pariksha le rahe the wo GOD nahi the.....
Guys i came and was thanking to Saibaba for sending me to US because my dad neeeded money for my marriage and he
got retired. So i prayed to Saibaba day and night to give me US chance just to help my dad. Saibaba answered to my prayers after 2 long years.....Really thanks for that...
But did you forgot Saibaba that for what reason i asked you to giev me this US chance...? Just and just for my dad!!!!!
Saibaba you gave me onsite as i could help my dad and you took him away from me......If you would have already known that it was planned to happend with my dad then i did you gave me onsite this time...y couldnt you gave me onsite 2 yrs back....so that i could be with my dad...atleast i could see my dad at the last time.......i reached to India after 3 days of his death....my dad for whom i was like his breath and everything...my dad!!! he couldnt see me while going....
Saibaba - aapke siva mere zindagi ka suraj nahi nikalata....itna vishwas aap pe kiya tha....kya aap muze kuch hint , kuch dream...ya kuch to signal de sakte the na ke aisa kuch honewala hai...kash main thoda pahle India chali jati.....
Aap to aap ke bhakton ko aise kuch baton ki suchana pahle se hi dete hai na...yahi to humne aapke sat-charitra me padha tha......kya mari bhakti aapke dil me kabhibhi kuch jagah nahi kar payi.....tuchha bhakta samaz kar hi sahi Saibaba.....par kuch to signal aap de sakte the na.....
US chance diya par badle me mere papa ko apne pass bula liya.....i accepted.....jiss dada k liye din-raat Saibaba ka naam lete hue main mehanat kar rahi thi...taki mere dad ko financially kuch help kar paoo....wo dad ko hi nahi rakha....
Accepted!!! perhaps i would have done very bad in my last birth which i had to repay in this way....Accepted!!
But Saibaba, i stilll have a faith on your blessings.....but my mom lost it!!! she is alone Saibaba......her husband is no more....she is shocked like anything......
Saibaba now a days she is worring for my marriage....and she has fixed my marriage to the person whm i dont no in real.....he is in india...i donno why but i dont think we both are proper match...bcoz we both dont know each other and marriage is fixed. My mom is thinking that she could see my marirage and my brother;s marriage before she leave this world....
ahe is completely feeling hopeless Saibaba......jab main Mom ko bolati hoon k mom please have a fiath in Saibaba, she got angry and she said.....he is the one who broke my faith...
i am asking her to please for some proposals...Saibaba will definately send someone whom my heart will accept....i dont want to marrythis guy....but she is not having any kind of faith....
Today i requested my mom that please trust on my trust atleast which says that Saibaba would definately do something which my heart will accept....she already said yes to the guy's family....and she is worring that what would happen if we says no...
Once again with blind faith i convienced my mom that just giveme sometime atleast teh time tll my 9 thursday's vrat would get finish....because i am 100% confident that Saiababa would definately send my suitable life partner for me with whom i would be happy......she said yes.....but still she is not getting proper sleep at night as she is continuously about me as she has already said yes to someone.
Saiaba - please take care of my mom's health...please baba, please give all the troubles of her health and otehrs to me...i am ready to face those.....but plz help her to pass this time of waiting for my life partner, the time of my 9 thursday's vrat....i will face each and evry difficulty to get that right person in my life...i donno who he is....because i am assuming that you are there with me.....which would help me to overcome aal the troubles....but please no more tensions to my mom...please!!! jo bhi kuch punya maine kiya hai wo sab le lo...but mere mom ko thik rakho baba....she is a diabetic and a BP patient......
Saibaba - i am confident enough that you would definately help me to get the right person to mary me with whom i would be happy.....and my family also...aur jab ye muze mil jayega na tab hi main mom ko bol sakungi ke dekho mom, Saibaba ne hamare sath achha kiya hai...Sai answered to my prayers....so that i could give her faith back. Mo mom was the one who intoduced me to SAIBABA.....an dtoday is the thing that meri pariksha hai ka main SAINANA k liye usak khoya hua faith kasie vapas karu.....
Guys - please pray for me to SAIBABA that send me the person with whom i should marry...my heart should accpet him...otherwise i would have to say yes to the one whom mom had choosed for me....which would make my life to live forcefully with that guy....i cant give more tensions to my mom and i would say yes to this guy....whcih would be very worst.....
Help me Baba......
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